crazy

OKAY - so my weight is getting out of control. Summer is killing my diet. I'm back up to 159 I need to get a handle on this! It kind of sucks that I don't really have anyplace to work out right now - I'm almost tempted to drive all the way up to Malone in the summer just to work out. But the calorie counting has to begin again - starting tomorrow. I promised ryan I'd make him this super dinner tonight that is packed with calories so today is already gone, lol. Summer just kills my will power with things like ice cream and reading (i love to snack while reading) the crazyness must stop. please friends of mine - help me - and yell at me if I mention snacks of any kind K? k. thx!